Wednesday, June 27, 2012

OY!

Just heard some unsettling news from David regarding his job. Nothing firm yet - just rumors but rumors that neither he nor I like very much.

So you know how after you have a baby it takes a while for your hormones to shift back to normal and it can make your hair fall out?  Well I have decided that my hair is no longer falling out to due to hormone shifts but rather it is from STRESS.

I am so tired of stress!
Stress about adding a new baby to our family
Stress about when and where we will move
Stress about fixing up this house
Stress about the kids' schools
Stress about my marriage staying strong when my husband is gone every other week or every two weeks
Stress - Stress - Stress

And I know I can pray and trust me I do!  And I know the Lord hears my cries and I know He is in control and He already sees how it all works out.
BUT
I am human.  And a human that is prone to worrying.  I am shudder when I think of how crazy I might be if I weren't being held in my Savior's hands right now.

Looks like I'll be going back to my tried and true stress management -
Laundry
Cleaning
Purging the closets
Purging to storage room
Purging the playroom
Gotta control the control-able when I feel like everything else is out of control!

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